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today i realized alot of things some scary thngs but good either way i took the summer off of school and so far its been a balst and i dont plan on posting more stuff till i fet back to school i wanna work on stuff before then and post it all when i get back to PIT AIP

someone ive known for awhile has opened my eyes a little more and i see somthing amazingly beutiful about them now and for how much i tried to forget about them this changed everything and its very hard and complicated situation but i wont bore u witht the stats but its important to me

sometimes the things you were so sure about yesterday some how are more blurry today but sometimes being wrong and having your mind changed can be one of the greatest things

its so weird its like the person i knew who was very interesting to begin with is now almost the perfect person and it scared me i dont know how else to put it i just know that i have to do more to get this person

well imoff to write in my other journal but i  aaahhh nevermind bye

i am testing a new style of art i know everyone is going to  question cause it looks so kiddie like and like how could i submit it. it can only be comapred to the discography and packaging of radio head. i know it aint gonna be popular but im just doing some because i had an idea and ya i saw some of the radio head stuff and lov that style

||im almost done with this 1/4 and can go home for awhile. im now in the shadow of all of my finals looming over me. but i find i work my best under presure and contraints. not sleeping for 3 days can give u alot of crazy thoughts.||

||i hate that i havent been posting but ill have a bunch a stuff to put up.||

||i have added to my scraps some pics of the painting im working on.||

||i would like to rather than do projects which are not related very well to each other and over the summer focus more on a theme or style and media to work in. i would also like to try some new stuff. seeing artist like asbeautydies, and kil1k i wanna do some photography i have an SLR but prefer digital being in graphic design i have little knowledge of developing film although have had a phot class but it was b+w. the artist i mentioned are very talented and i admire them very much. somtimes its the simplest things that make the pic good, like the color similarities and very well done composition.||

im going home for a week cant wait to be home, biking camping paintball,and some other "fun" stuff that and seeing people

i wont be braking from school work or projects and art though i have an oil painting due next tues so ill be on that over the break

the drive is the only thing i hate about going home 5 and 1/2 hours and its in the same state.....suks No ing though it will be a break fro pittsburgh

this PS project of mine is really kicking my ass but i'm working on it so it should be done for tomorow. ill post it as soon as i get a chance next week. its a doosy.  i have to recreate an image using only thr brushes and selsctions along with paths and some filters. these are all the things going through my head.

Listening too: Deftones,MCR